Successors of Liang Zhu

Successors of Liang Zhu

  先听的原声带的时候,我就对别致的歌词欣喜不已,后来看到一些repo之后才觉得梁祝独特的剧场风格是与自己一直很相符的,非常感谢母上给予我的这次信仰充值~

故事情节就不多重复,祝英台逃家成功,进入了自己梦寐以求的艺术学院,遇见了生在落魄的艺术世家的梁山伯。

  梁祝主要是ensemble theatre, 18位演员,不分性别,轮流扮演梁山伯与祝英台。性别的弱化,我觉得与1963年的《梁祝》电影有异曲同工之妙,在电影版本里面,  梁山伯是由女性演员扮演的,有趣的是,由女性扮演的梁山伯和女扮男装的祝英台暗生情愫,这样的设计,更是体现出了梁祝精神的通用性

无论男女,谁都会经历对自我的迷茫,质疑,否定。“我是谁”这个世界通用的问题,在这里更是变成了“我是不是那个我不愿意承认的人”

自我承认永远在他人接受之前,因为,自我承认但他人接受也是白搭

借用顾城的诗《避免》:

你不愿种花,你说:

“我不愿看见它一点点凋落。”

是的,

为了避免结束,

你避免了一切开始。

梁山伯的自我否定,就在那句“我再也不能爱”

  我认为,祝英台在这里代表的是更为感性主动的一类,她不顾结果好坏,在初见梁山伯的时候就和他说:

“为什么我有一种预感,在许多年后,我会怀念这个时候的我和你?”

而梁山伯,则因为父母的失败,在故事的开始就否定了自己,他害怕自己变成爸爸,害怕自己成为像爸爸一样一张画也没卖出去的失败的艺术家;他也害怕自己变成妈妈,害怕自己追求金钱,追求利益,因此,作为未来艺术家的他,一张画也没有画。

梁山伯最后当然后悔。在原版的故事中,梁山伯后悔自己的愚钝,后悔自己没有听懂祝英台在十八相送中给他传达的一个个意象;而在艺术学院里,他后悔为什么自己没有画一幅画像,一幅送给祝英台的画像。而一切都太晚了。

大家都死了。祝英台死了,梁山伯也死了,连在艺术学院里,用问题引发问题的老师也死了

老师是在前往学生画展的路途中遭遇车祸而死的,他的死,是艺术从业者为艺术的殉道

祝英台因遗传疾病而死,她的死,是明白了“我是谁”之后苦涩中夹着欣慰的解脱

梁山伯积劳成疾,他的死,是选择了为了避免百分之一就要避免百分之一百的开始的后悔终生

我愈来愈觉得自己更像是梁山伯

我愈来愈觉得自己更像是祝英台

有一种忍耐叫你怎么不来

有一种无奈叫谁叫你来

无限欢喜变成灰

“梁兄,全是小妹把你连累”

“贤妹,愚兄绝不把你怪罪”

“你是好好来看我,我反而害你带病归”

“回家病好来看你,只怕我短命腰伤不来”

王安澜

A loaf of bread

A loaf of bread

K.Park

I gently knocked on the door three times, but there was no answer. After a while, I finally heard some noise inside the apartment. The door creaked open, and a tiny old woman peeked out. Although her hollowed cheeks were nothing like those of my own grandmother, I felt as though I had known her for a very long time. Her face was lined and creased like the pages of an old notebook with a lifetime of stories. Perhaps that was why, as I stepped into the cramped and cinnamon-scented room, there was a feeling of comfort embracing me in her gentle smile and wise eyes.

In contrast to the soothing smell of warm cinnamon, the room was gray and dim. Soon the awkward movement of a small soul crawling about near my feet caught my attention. There, on the floor, was a little girl whose anxious eyes met mine. I turned to the old woman as she began talking.

“Come in, come in. Oh, look at your face. The weather must’ve been killin’ you!”

Trying not to alarm the girl, I tried to say hello but realized that she was nervously dragging herself away from where I stood toward her grandmother.

“Don’t worry my dear, my little one needs no legs. She has me here all the time.”

The old woman put her bony arms around the child, brushing her soft hair and hugging her tightly as if she would never let her go. Watching her cuddling the little girl as if she were holding a treasure, I felt tears welling in my eyes.

Lost in my thoughts in this beautiful yet sorrowful scene, I didn’t realize that the old woman had stopped talking and seemed to be waiting for something. Suddenly remembering why I was there, I hurriedly rummaged through my bag for the loaf of bread and gave it to her, who now appeared sincerely apologetic. I felt my face redden for making her feel this way and silently watched as she tore the bread into tiny pieces and put them into the girl’s hungry mouth. As she slowly and carefully fed each piece to the beaming child, I wondered whether I had ever had such as a delicious meal myself.

Finding Something Requires Losing Something

Finding Something Requires Losing Something

 

 

Are you afraid of losing things?

 

Before you answer this seemingly straightforward question, I think you should think carefully about what losing really means.

 

No one is completely calm when he or she loses something valuable. Sometimes this loss…like losing a loved one…can be devastating.

 

On the other hand, we should keep in mind that those who are likely to succeed are ones who can overcome their loss and become stronger. This is because the key to success may be learning from the loss.

 

For example, in John Steinbeck’s novel The Grapes of Wrath, Joad’s family is driven from their land by drought and the dust bowl. They move west to find a better life, and as a result, they lose their familiar homeland. That is, they lose their home only to take the risk of finding a better one. Later they find no jobs and a hard life and therefore begin to lose hope and confidence. However, they are determined to work harder because they want new opportunities and a better life. As a result, the more they lose, the harder they try and more they find.

 

As another example, Rosa Parks was arrested and jailed in 1955 because she refused to give up her seat to a white person. This event inspired Martin Luther King to become one of the most powerful figures in the civil rights movement, eventually leading to the enactment of the Civil Rights Act of 1964. What did King lose? He lost his freedom, peace, and time. And he lost the most important thing to any person…his life……a hero killed by a madman. However, he found his life’s purpose and helped the oppressed find freedom.

 

On a personal note, I have faced two main paths in my academic career: to take Gao Kao and go to a Chinese college or take the SAT and go to an American college. The choice was very hard for me. Going to a Chinese college means staying close to my family and friends. Going to an American college means more diversity and new experiences and opportunities. No one knows what the future holds, and so I don’t know which path is the right one. However, I have chosen the American path because I am one adventurous woman! J This also means that I would lose the Chinese path. So, does this loss mean I would gain something in America? Well, I think that depends on how hard I work and challenge myself. I am ready!

 

There is a saying that water continues to exist even after turning into vapor. This tells us that, each time we lose something, we have a new opportunity to reach our ultimate goals.

 

Finding something requires losing something.

 

J.Du

Recitals

Guzheng Recitals of J.Yu